am bumbping into the unpleasant time, hard time indeed. Again!

for you who like to peep on my blog, am still expecting you!

I lost the excitement but still i am working on it. Things are so different right now. May be it's just me.

Dont you worry about the term of our relationship
for whatever it is, i am here, thinking of you. Still.

Friend is a four letter word end it's the only part of the word that i heard call me morbid or absurd but to me coming from you friend is a four letter word.

When i go fishing for the words, i am wishing you would say to me, i'm really only praying that the words you'll soon be saying might betray the way you feel about me.

But to me coming from you, friend is a four letter word.

Oh Ghosh..i dont know what to believe anymore. I've lost my faith in YOU, since long time ago. But i still had  my faith in ME but now it's all gone. Neither YOU nor ME...

Gone Gone Gone!

I dont know, i'm not sure.
I still dont know and still not sure.

It's not as easy as when you throw the dice.
I wished that it's that easy. But the fact is even the dice sometimes brought us to the unhappiness state.

So, i still dont know.

Comment c possible que tu me manque? si tu lis ca, c pas la peine de me demander a qui j'ecris. Eh oui c a toi, qui est juste parti il y a 3 jours. Mais je suis trop timide. J'aurai jamais te dire ca.

L'homme marrier, irresistible et intouchable.

L'homme, tout est pareil. J'ai pense qu'il est different, mais non, l'homme est l'homme.

Lui, lui, lui, lui, francais, anglais, australian, allemand, indonesian...ils ont les memes tetes.

Desole.